fucking hell. stupid notes on my phone got accidentally deleted cause the button got stuck on the delete key. Now i have to restart my seducing story all over again. as i was saying. i bought over the knee socks and wore it with my classic flower blue dress to kill him mentally. surely he was so hot and horny at that point of time.. hahhaha.  i wore makeup and contacts to match the look. he said i was so sexy. .

so yesterday i came back after a few days of not seeing him. it was terrible. it went downhill all the way starting from when he pulled down his pants.lol. i cant eat suck or pleasure my man in any possible way. im a disgrace to mankind. well i guess i have to start saying byebye to the relationship from now on  . since sex is a such a crucial factor in relationships. how to have live with the other person if you dont understand their interests in sex and their wants and needs and most importantly they rhythms. hmm make love and having sex are 2 absolutely different things apparently.